Happy New Year.
This is sort of premature, but not really.
I have friends and loved ones all over the planet, in at least 7 different time zones (ballpark number but probably fairly accurate). Some of them are already in the New Year (hence the not-really prematurity), others are moving fast toward it even though it's only 9 in the morning where I am writing this. I love you all.
I know that I have been rather absentee this holiday season. To recap? I was not able to help decorate my family's Christmas Tree, even though I launched a Norwegian Christmas attack on an unsuspecting Scrooge. I neglected to send cards, I neglected to send my address to the people who wanted to send cards. I spent most of Christmas Eve on a plane, crossing continents, oceans, and those oh-so-pesky time zones. I was so sleepy when I got home that I fore-went the wrapping of gifts for my family and instead collapsed into my bed. I then spent Christmas and the following several days in a state of 'she's passed-out cold' jet lag.
Absentee might be a bit of an understatement.
Here's the thing, though, I know how lucky I am and I know that a lot of my luck comes not from me, but from the people who populate my crazy crazy world. I do love you all, each and every one of you. I love you for what you bring to my life; I love you for you; I love you, selfishly, for me. Last year I made a few resolutions… I'm not sure that I can top those this year. But I can try to keep up with them. I can continue looking forward.
If you know me well, you know I am not one for this holiday. It is a self-imposed grinchy-ness that I practice. It has been ages since I've gotten anything but a puppy-kiss at midnight- and that's assuming I'm awake at that point. BUT. This time of year does always seem like an appropriate time to pinch myself and remind myself that I am awake and alive and living a good life. I am living a good life, sharing it with good people, and discovering more wonder in the world all the time. For that I am grateful-
And to that I look forward (Daddy, if you give me any shit about the hanging hyphen up there… oh man… game on).
I look forward to the wonder and goodness and the discoveries yet to come.
And until Next Time-Zones Notwithstanding, I do so love you all. And I do wish you the Happiest of New Year's Eve and Happiest, most Wonder-full 2015.
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